MY EX-WIFE CAME TO SEE OUR SON. SHE ENDED UP STAYING THE NIGHT. I LET HER SLEEP ON THE COUCH. AFTER MIDNIGHT, I HEARD SOMETHING I WASN’T SUPPOSED TO HEAR.

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Her eyes were tired. Not the normal end-of-the-week tired, but something deeper, more worn. She looked like she hadn’t slept in days.

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“Of course,” I said, stepping aside. “Come in.”

Cooper, who had been playing in the living room, heard her voice and came running in like a little whirlwind. He hit her at full speed, and she caught him, laughing that familiar laugh of hers that used to fill our house with warmth.

I watched them for a moment, feeling a pang of something — longing, maybe? — before I shook it off. It was just the way things were now. Nothing more.

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I went back to the kitchen and finished making dinner, calling out, “There’s enough pasta if you want to stay.”

A pause. “Are you sure?”

“It’s just pasta, Diane.”

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She stayed for dinner. Cooper talked non-stop about a documentary he had watched on dinosaurs, completely oblivious to the tension hanging between Diane and me. Diane listened intently, just as she always did, and I couldn’t help but notice how natural it felt — how comfortable she looked in my space again. For a moment, it was as if nothing had changed.