"You're not settling," she said, holding up a navy blue dress. "You're picking something that makes you feel like yourself."
I rolled my eyes, but I listened.
I chose a simple dress. Something that felt right.
"You're not settling."
***
The night of prom, music spilled out from the gym doors, loud and steady. I sat in Grandma's car for a moment, watching couples walk in together.
Then I told myself, You didn't come this far to turn around now.
So, with her assistance, I went in.
At first, it wasn't bad. A few people smiled, and some greeted me.
But it didn't take long for me to notice the truth.
So, with her assistance, I went in.
The girls stayed in their circles, leaning in close, whispering, and keeping their distance from me. The boys walked past me as if I weren't even there. Everyone was taking pictures, laughing, dancing, and no one seemed to notice me.
No one said anything rude. But it was clear enough.
I didn't belong in the middle of it.
After a while, I moved to the corner of the room.